My sweet tiny baby turns a year old in just a few hours. *sniffle*
I still remember so vividly sitting in that birthing tub in my living room holding her tiny body after I pulled her up out of the water. Not yet knowing that she was indeed a she. Just feeling so thankful that we had done it. And reeling at how quickly she had come into this world.
Then Chris asked, “well, what is it?!”
I looked down and saw the cord and was confused for a split second. I thought I saw a penis. Then the realization hit me. There was no penis. This was a girl. I had just had a baby girl.
My initial feelings were not panic, like I had anticipated. I sobbed. So incredibly happy.
My sweet Lorelei, my Pea-pie. I love you fiercely.
I love your crazy hair. And how you yell ‘Mama’ and tell everyone you see ‘HI!’.
I love your sweet snuggles and how you wrap your little arms around my neck when you give me hugs.
I love how you could totally walk if you wanted to, but you’re being cautious and taking things slowly.
I love your gappy little teeth. Your smile. And your one dimple.
I am so excited to watch you grow and thankful that I’m your Mama. <3
